The Precious Scars

SMP, The After-Grad Party Sometimes I wonder if Jonathan Scott has awareness of me.  The more I learn about the twin flame connection , the more I question if I'm the only one.  Maybe that's why I see his soul so effortlessly; because we are  one soul in two bodies ?  If that's the case, can he see mine? Having  ONE soul , also means having  ONE Karma ; we're not individuals reaping what we sow, independent from others.  If one acts accordingly, the other benefits.....pays the price otherwise.  Suspect Jonathan and I will never share memories from common lifetimes for this reason; only one of us is responsible for clearing the karmic debt associated with it.  He has "awareness" of a past life in which we were " sworn enemies "; sports a scar same location as his death blow......but doubt he would recall details in the same manner I did.  Found myself screaming, " YOU LEFT ME!  YOU WERE MY ONLY FRIEND; MY ONLY...

Were placed into position July/August to "stumble over" one another.  Know of each other through their "workzz".    Contact has been passive; indirect.  Attempts at direct communication have been delayed.  Have not yet met.....as of December 2018.    Took a hiatus.......to date a man who views himself a composition of parts.  He is every bit as funny and kind-hearted as Herman Munster ; externally exquisite like Eva in The Bride .....but compromising his dreams in the pursuit of worldly possessions has left him feeling more monster than man.  Anyone who has read  Mary Shelley 's novel knows the real monster is Victor Frankenstein .....creator of the creature.  Wonder sometimes if this man is creature.....or creator of his circumstances.  Not surprising he found me.......a woman whose dreams of fame and fortune began while watching the Universal classic, Frankenstein . The Scott Brothers Tabloids say ...

Instagram These two photos are hauntingly beautiful to me, for one reason.......I can clearly see Jonathan 's soul .  Been struggling for a year to catch a glimpse of my own, hoping to reconnect with an emotion responsible for a specific biochemical reaction .  Have been unsuccessful in my attempts......mainly because seeing depths to this degree is almost impossible to achieve.  Yet with Jonathan Scott , I fight time and again not to see his.  Happens only when his face is "naked"...........free of make-up and not pumped full of botox.  Stop myself short of seeing...........because to gaze upon a person in this manner is akin to peering right into the core of their being.  It's not something that has ever happened with a stranger............and because it's more intimate than sex alone, baring witness to it............without Jonathan 's knowledge or consent, feels like a violation against him somehow.  The only people who have the righ...

Understanding The Empath - The Earth Angel Now, I did say in That Grand Old Dame I was being divinely led.  I also said I was completely oblivious to this fact.  As far as I was concerned, I was on a solo mission to seek out and see my soul again.  Sounds frivolous, but the theory behind the idea was solid.  Feelings produce biochemical reactions specific to those emotions.  At the moment I saw my soul, I experienced one I'd never felt before or since.  The hope was that this unique biochemical cocktail was somehow responsible for the improvements to my overall health.  Simple science.  I had no reason to believe spirits, angels, gods, or the likes had taken any particular interest in my well-being. I know there is a higher power at work here because like the Fates , Trinity , and Ebenezer 's Ghosts, my guides number three.  They have cognition, operate in tandem, and share the same end goal.  The numerous computer "glitches" ...