The Precious Scars

SMP, The After-Grad Party Sometimes I wonder if Jonathan Scott has awareness of me.  The more I learn about the twin flame connection , the more I question if I'm the only one.  Maybe that's why I see his soul so effortlessly; because we are  one soul in two bodies ?  If that's the case, can he see mine? Having  ONE soul , also means having  ONE Karma ; we're not individuals reaping what we sow, independent from others.  If one acts accordingly, the other benefits.....pays the price otherwise.  Suspect Jonathan and I will never share memories from common lifetimes for this reason; only one of us is responsible for clearing the karmic debt associated with it.  He has "awareness" of a past life in which we were " sworn enemies "; sports a scar same location as his death blow......but doubt he would recall details in the same manner I did.  Found myself screaming, " YOU LEFT ME!  YOU WERE MY ONLY FRIEND; MY ONLY...

Were placed into position July/August to "stumble over" one another.  Know of each other through their "workzz".    Contact has been passive; indirect.  Attempts at direct communication have been delayed.  Have not yet met.....as of December 2018.    Took a hiatus.......to date a man who views himself a composition of parts.  He is every bit as funny and kind-hearted as Herman Munster ; externally exquisite like Eva in The Bride .....but compromising his dreams in the pursuit of worldly possessions has left him feeling more monster than man.  Anyone who has read  Mary Shelley 's novel knows the real monster is Victor Frankenstein .....creator of the creature.  Wonder sometimes if this man is creature.....or creator of his circumstances.  Not surprising he found me.......a woman whose dreams of fame and fortune began while watching the Universal classic, Frankenstein . The Scott Brothers Tabloids say ...

Transcending Times Ever heard the term " twin flames "?  I studied the Occult , Eastern Philosophies , Esoteric Arts ; inherited all my family's knowledge on the supernatural........never knew 'twin souls' was a thing.  It's rare because these persons don't generally seek each other out.  Some say it's because final ascension is required (the end of the reincarnation cycle) to trigger the need to search.  This would be true in my case.  Others believe it's because as perfect mirror reflections of one another (not to be mistaken with perfect partner), one has to be open to see all.....the good, bad, and ugly in themselves......to be ready.  Thing about Scotsmen is.........they enjoy bragging about the finer details of their life to anyone who would listen.  These Property Brothers have taken it a step further in committing their stories to visual media.  What this meant for me was months of " glitch " blitz attacks, forcing me towa...

Jacqueline, Age 16 Mom was right to deter me from seeing Brothers Take New Orleans .  As soon as I did, my mind became flooded with memories of her.  It's funny.  I couldn't even recall her name following the accident; had to trick someone into telling me.  All I remembered of her was her cranking the tunes the instant " Earth Angel " came on the radio and singing badly to it.  A second incident involved her opening the door; telling a bloodied woman to get into the car.  Boyfriend was beating on her in the streets.  No one else was willing to intervene.  Am told I have her hands.  She's the reason I gave up my coveted position as In-House Costume Designer to take on the challenge of developing a young theatre company's image.  I was the best candidate for the job....later titled Director of Development....simply because I was the only one who had any experience with the day-to-day running of a business, raising funds, working...

Kinda' been putting this next story off.....mainly because from here on in, things get really bizarre.  Still completely clueless as to the fact my movements are being manipulated.  About to become hit hard with coincidence....after coincidence.....after coincidence.....after coincidence.  Those who have read previous blogs of mine know my motto is "A point is a point; two points are a line; and three is a pattern.".  Coincidence is in no way the work of a higher power.........except when three align to create a pattern.  It's rare for there to be an excessive amount to one pattern or multiple patterns all somehow interconnected.  If by chance it occurs, it is "of Cosmic significance"....according to my mother.    Timeline-wise, I've completed Property Brothers - At Home on the Ranch .  I declared in Hell Hath No Fury Like A Woman Scorned , I intended to kick the butt of one Jonathan Silver Scott .  Here's the thing....I'm a 5'1"...

I suspect there's a reason why the more I see of these Property Brothers , the more intertwined they become in my present journey.  I am a fan of their work, but unlike others I do not see their so-called "charmed life" as answer to some "happily-ever-after" prayer.  People who know my name think much the same about me....which is why I can say in all honesty, money and power do not equate to happiness.            Lauren B Jewellery I recall an argument from my film theory/marketing class regarding the popularity of television....how its attractiveness laid in its simplicity and symmetry; a vast contract to life which is messy, complex, and complicated.  In pondering this, I realized why these two appeal to the masses, even more than some of their contemporaries.  As identical twins, they appear as if two-sides of the same face....not unlike the god  Janus .  I laugh when recollecting a post in which the implication was...

ज ो न ा थ न   red late-ripening apple; primarily eaten raw   Jonathan Hadn't thought of this guy since grade school.  Suppose he came to mind while watching Drew's Honeymoon House because his name is Jonathan.  He was the first boy to like me.  I did not share his feelings.  I was a  John Schneider  girl, dreaming of having Bo Duke babies with golden locks like my mother's.  Jonathan loved playing with my hair and tagged along wherever the girls were.  This did not win me friends.  One day he got brazen and kissed me right in the middle of kindergarten class.  I rewarded him by giving him his first black eye.  He escaped punishment, but for my crime I was sent to the corner and told I was a bad Christian girl.....a phrase I'd become quite familiar with.  It was Jonathan's fault; it all started with him....and from that day forward I took to calling him "Trouble".  Unfortunately "T...