The Precious Scars

Jonathan Silver Scott Earliest song I played obsessively was Pat Benatar 's Love Is A Battlefield .  Jonathan Scott and I met on a battlefield , our first lifetime.  January 17 is the day I was "officially" diagnosed with Hashimoto's ; this year, the Scott's threw a birthday party .......for someone else.  First "celebrity" thread I ever contributed.....was this; it's dated August 8......day I returned to Twitter .  It's weird we lived in the same city, same year; returned home same time.....because something beyond our control sidetracked our dreams.  We've not met .....but for a time, was convinced I'd not be leaving this world before that happened.  Crazy as it sounds.....moment I doubted, Jonathan "appeared" in my home.......flesh and blood; close enough to see every line on his face....spoke my name; fainted. Have always referred to him as Jonathan Scott ......for tagging purposes, but he's been  John ........

March 22, 2018  was the day in which the events of A Banshee's Cry took place.  Precisely one year later, a couple of visions would spell the end of this particular leg of my journey.  Was to be born  March 22 , but an accident caused my mother to delivery me early.  I am exactly three years, two months, and two days older than Jonathan and Drew .  322  is said to be a sign of a powerful spiritual awakening.  #ILoveJonathanScott Drew Scott has a tendency to go a bit heavy with scented soaps.  Noticed this when I found myself trailing behind both him and Linda Phan , at a height level to his.  Thought I'd gone crazy.......until I learnt about the supernatural aspects of the twin flame phenomena.  Explained those times I glanced into a mirror......and saw Jonathan 's eyes in place of my own.  This is one of many photos in which I can see my face in his.  There were multiple occasions where I glimpsed ...

Were placed into position July/August to "stumble over" one another.  Know of each other through their "workzz".    Contact has been passive; indirect.  Attempts at direct communication have been delayed.  Have not yet met.....as of December 2018.    Took a hiatus.......to date a man who views himself a composition of parts.  He is every bit as funny and kind-hearted as Herman Munster ; externally exquisite like Eva in The Bride .....but compromising his dreams in the pursuit of worldly possessions has left him feeling more monster than man.  Anyone who has read  Mary Shelley 's novel knows the real monster is Victor Frankenstein .....creator of the creature.  Wonder sometimes if this man is creature.....or creator of his circumstances.  Not surprising he found me.......a woman whose dreams of fame and fortune began while watching the Universal classic, Frankenstein . The Scott Brothers Tabloids say ...

Well, this is pretty much the halfway point here......which means, there is an end in sight!  Yay!  Unfortunately Jonathan Scott makes a cameo in all articles to follow.....which leaves me feeling very apprehensive.  I really don't want to piss him off.  Seems like a nice guy.......but if he's anything like me, he won't be happy.  I wasn't......not until the end.  As important as the information in this blog is, I don't want to put my company at risk.        Remember the guy from my vision ?  My childhood best friend shared so many qualities, I believed it was him.......initially.  Our future came to a grinding halt when he became privy to a family secret.....and left, supposedly to protect me.  Made me his benefactor.....out of guilt.  He grew up rich.....but only recently learnt the "family fortune" is in the billions.  I don't want it.  I wanted him.  His love meant more to me than all the mone...

Paulo Coelho @AZ Quotes The remainder of Drew's Honeymoon House  passed with little incident.  The only thing noteworthy was the announcement of Jonathan Scott 's status change from "couple" to "single" nearly a week after returning from Africa....from my perspective.  My only exposure to this couple was the Guest Suite episode.  I watched their body language the entire time and saw only myself and Wyatt* in them.  Ours was a drama-free relationship.  I had much respect for the man then...and now.  Unfortunately our paths were only meant to cross, not remain parallel. The difference between a good man and a great man is a good man accepts limitations while a great man sees only limitless possibilities. ~s    Plato 's The Symposium , is my all-time favourite origins' story regarding the concept of soulmates.  Humans originally had four arms, four legs, and two heads (some versions say single head with two faces).  There ...